My Luv!!

My Luv!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

it must be LUV

so tonite we met my teaching partner and family at cici's for a kid friendly kinda dinner and what else should ya have on friday night? pizza. surely not the best in town or close to it, but.....

we sit down and one cutie patootie lil 3 yr. old girl says, "HI Joshy and Joshy's Mommy."
we say hi back to her and the rest of the family.

we all begin eating dinner(since one lil 4 yr. old boy is told on the drive there that he isn't going to get to play games TIL he eats)-at which point he tells me that he ate a very big lunch and doesn't think he will be hungry to eat too much.......

so we are eating, talking etc when all of a sudden, 3yr old girls says, "Joshy, I LUV LUV LUV you!@
adorable.

dinner continues, adult conversation takes place and 3 and 4 year old are off playing games(within safe vision range). back and fourth, checking in, filling my purse with the usual loot that one wins in the stupid machines all the while emptying my purse of yet another dollar.

down to one dollar and awaiting to go pizza for daddy to be ready(yes, he got caught in U2 traffic that took him 3 hours to get home from work in Lakeland today-told him he should have gone to NPR, but who listens to me.)
anyone, blonde 4 yr. old boy asks for dollar again. I reply with NO.
and as I sit there telling friends that he always asks and wouldn't take w/o permission etc, what does the little you know what do???????

grabs the dollar and BOLTS to the back where the machines are-3yr old cutie chasing right behind and JUST as he is slipping that crumpled dollar into the change machine-BUSTED.

my blood is boiling, my heart is racing...........that little.............................

i don't yell.
i don't scream.
i don't speak.
i point. to the chair. he complies.
still no voice from me.
point to the carseat and in he goes.

i am calming down. i ask 4yr. old boy if he knows why i am so upset?
4 yr old boy: yes, because i took the dollar after u said no.
mommy: feeling better now, i ask him if he knows that what he did is wrong?
4 yr old boy: yes mommy, i do know i shouldn't have taken it, but 3 year old girl is upset cause she wants more toys and mommy, i just wanted to make _____________insert 3year old girl's name here- happy."

OMG,,,,,,is he serious?
why yes he is. HEARTBREAKER< CHARMER<

TINSKY!!!!

Law School savings account being opened soon and btw, teaching partner, you had better start the wedding fund!!!!!!
either way you look at it, we are in TROUBLE.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

what a busy........coupla days

yesterday started at the neuro by 8:15am. the traffic at that time of day is insane. why would anyone do that each day, i can not figure out. oy. good appt and got another rx for yet another med to try to keep me from feeling like i got run over by a truck. she also gave me two weeks worth of samples for the medication that wonderful pharmacy couldn't figure out how to refill so, just in case, there will be no more seratonin withdrawals. hooray.

got to school early, after buying 21 more bottles of soda at publix. u gotta luv a bargain, or at least i do. nothing like buying 3 two liter bottles for $3. then taking $2 off with the flyer coupon AND getting yet another 55 cents off each one from the coupon stuck to the bottle. my dad was smiling at that one.
ended up in a 45 minute conference with a parent in the office, oops, sorry Anna, I DID plan to be in the room early.......so much for re-arranging the furniture.
LONG plc meeting,(please do NOT get me started on all of the new testing and accomodation stuff that we discussed cause I do not want my heart racing that fast again), p/u Joshy(who would NOT leave pre-k classroom)., dropping him off at home, picking up KC and heading off to a new holistic vet for a 6pm appt.

KC luved them. First of all, he played tug-o-war with me in the waiting room for about 10 min. Someone forgot to tell this dog that he sick and I am luvin that. He is acting like he always has and he is SUCH a good baby.......THREE hours later, the vet tech dragged the doc outta the room and I didn't get home to have dinner til 9:15. What a day.
KC got a thorough work-up, accupuncture and a new slew of herbal remedies to keep him feeling good.
Ya know, I am not into "hokey" stuff, but at this point, the fact is, he has a mast cell tumor in his mouth. It is malignant, it is going to kill him :( but if we can do "things" to continue to allow us to luv him, why the hell not????????

And for those of you (like my husband) who are wondering just how much three prescriptions, accupunture and three hour appt with this said vet costs??? Lemme tell you, I can spend way more than that in about 30 minutes at Target. Literally.
It cost me $120. How can i not do that for my papa pup-a-kid??

I will keep ya posted.
LONG short(early release day ) for me today too.
I also had to "trick" Joshy into getting a flu shot at Drs. Walk In Clinic, but he forgave me......and couldn't believe how brave he was.

We finished up the day by picking out some new fish for our fishtank and he was tickled to float them until Daddy came home.

Working on crop stuff, have BOD meeting tomorrow and a WHOLE lotta nothin over the weekend. okay, gotta score some writing tests but that is relaxing.

Anna and I DID manage to re-arrange the entire classroom today and wanna hear this..........21 out of 22 did their homework and one did XTRA. first time for this group and i am feeling xhausted and elated.

Sweet dreams,
Tad

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Happy Anniversary

to me and dh .......six years ago 2night we were married on N. Redington Beach at sunset.
our six years of marriage has truly been a roller coaster ride, and admittedly, as much as i HATE roller coasters, I wouldn't wanna be riding this one with anyone else.

Happy Anniversary Johnnie Boy.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

oh what a mood

i was in yesterday. watch out.
now i have pms, so that is xpected but the rest of it was NOT my fault.
having seratonin withdrawls is NOT fun........you turn your head and although it is now facing all the way to the right, it still feels like it is on the left. ugh. add dizzy, nauseus and crabby to the mix and lemme tell ya, you did NOT want to be the IDIOT on the other end of the phone at the pharmacy yesterday.

I guess that my being somewhat evil worked or scared the guy badly enough that he overnighted my medication and get this.........it was the RIGHT one this time. hmm, only took 10 days, three phonecalls, them blaming four other people for the mistake and charging my cc for meds i didnt' order and i am NO longer on.

well u get the hint. if ya dont' hear from me for a couple days it is simply cause i am overdosing on pexeva to get it back into my system. ahhhhhhhhhhh good drugs-all legal of course.

by the way, tomorrow johnnie boy and i will celebrate 6 six of being married :)
makes me happy and sad, makes me realize i have never been married this long but oh how i miss my daddy. maybe i will be able to watch my wedding video?????? i have yet to do that. I bet i could handle it now and Joshy has been asking to see the pics etc. I think that is the plan.

Have a great weekend.
Jax