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Sunday, September 9, 2007

I am sad :(

Got the phonecall this morning that I have been dreading. My Nana died.
I am full of guilt for not getting down there, but I just couldn't. Now because of the Jewish holidays they have decided to bury her up in NY on Tuesday. Well, that isn't going to be possible for me. There is only one direct flight that would get me there in time, but then I would have to rent a car, drive two hours to the cemetary and do it all myself.
John can't take time off of the new job and it just isn't in the cards for me. I feel badly. I do want to be there to say good-bye, but .............

So, I sit here with a sad heart and feel like a total SH*T, but I will mourn in my own way.

I sure hope tomorrow is a better day. I don' tlike feeling like this.

Rest in peace Nana. No more suffering and give Papa a hug from HIS Jackie.

2 comments:

Dawn said...

Jackie, I am very sorry for your recent loss of your Nana. I wasnt able to go to my grandpa's funeral this year and also felt horrible, yet we do the best we can. Hang in there and know that no matter where you are, she knows you care!

All That Scrap said...

Jackie, I am so sorry! It is so hard when a loved one dies. Just know, that she is watching over you. And like Dawn said, hang in there- you are so very strong!

XOXO